Saturday, April 09, 2005

what's good is bad....?

hasn't blogged for a few days...been really busy...danceworks, bodylanguage -- they're sorta my priority now...=) {of coz i try to do my hmwk -.-} yay zhiwen said we girls improved...we hafta be more energetic n sensuous....yeahhh...

hmmz...mum and dad are in bangkok now, shopping...hope mum buys lotsa nice stuff for me... just returned from xiao huang cheng..our make-up group was the FIRST to perform...haha tough luck =) we only began practising in the afternoon..the result was not bad i guess..at least the audience was responsive hahah... =D

dumdeedummm...

sometimes i feel that i'm fortunate. i do not have to deal with problems regarding emotions, b-g relationships, loneliness, family etc... everyone has problems..mine seem trivial to me, as compared to others'... some people always seem to have so many problems to brood over, and so many sacks of emotions to sort...of which i often think they bring upon themselves... perhaps my optimism and independence are guilty for shaping me into a person who doesn't get bothered easily by the downs in life; perhaps it's my mum who's always there to listen to my rambling everyday. the thing is, i don't get upset easily, and even if i do, i'm used to settling them on my own...i don't usually need someone to protect and comfort me or try to make me smile like i'm some hurt little girl whining...

is this good or bad?

i see it's getting increasingly common for friends my age to chatter on the phone for hours...cheering one another up on the phone for hours...helping solve 'serious' relationship/emotional problems for hours ...................................................................................................................................... taking up a billion times of the time i took to type those dots. i don't talk on the phone like that for hours..especially not with guys..i do not have the "need" to...neither do i have the time...

is this good or bad?

i'm an optimistic girl independent in sorting my own trivial emotional moments... i don't go around letting people in my problems hoping they will comfort me coz mine are too trivial in the first place...even if someone will bother, i won't bother him/her coz i feel i do not require attention over such trivial matters...i don't call people up or sms just to crap coz i'm not phone-crappy and i only have 300 free smses a mth...and i don't exactly admire people who carry their precious little handphones in their palms 24-7 checking and pressing away...

is this good or bad?

many a times relationships are built quickly during these "comforting" sessions and hours of "communication"............... mine are often not..............

is this good or bad?

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